Anniversaries, spit up and Dr. Phil

Today has been a freakin' day.  I am so over it, it's not even funny.  I have had zero time to myself lately, and I think it's starting to show -(applying Stress Away as we speak)!  Like, if you guys could see my house right now, you would die!  I'm staring at piles of laundry, mail and clutter that I have been staring at for a good while now.  There are loads of baby clothes, toys, blankets and the like scattered around my house, and I can't seem to get on top of it.  I feel like my house is starting to look like an episode of Hoarders-no joke!  I can't tell you the last time I put make up on or did my hair, it's usually up in a bun lately.  There are empty bottles here and there, diapers bags on the floor, and a weird smell coming from the laundry room??  My suitcase is still only half-unpacked from my trip last weekend.

This is what I feel like lately:

Crazy mom in the hizzy!

There just aren't enough hours in the day lately.  Oh, did I mention that today is mine and Jeff's 5 year anniversary?  Yep, we made it 5 years strong!  And the card for my husband is still in a drawer in the room, unsigned.  I'm telling you, no free time!!  We aren't having a fancy celebration, no dinner dates.  I'm here in my cuffed-up jeans, t-shirt, pony tail and no make-up, spit up on the front of my shirt and barely holding it together.  The boys are fighting, which is nothing new, but today I just don't have the patience for it.  Mean mom? Yep, that's me!  The girls are napping and right now I just want to sit down with my iced coffee and watch some Dr. Phil.  The guy just gets me!  

I should be cleaning or doing laundry, making dinner or writing out bills.  But instead I'm sitting on the couch with my Joe and my Phil, and I just might take a nap too!  Motherhood is not for wussies, and especially when you are dealing with twins.  And brothers who fight a lot.  Please tell me I'm not the only one who feels like they are in mom-mode 24/7!?

Just in case I don't get to that card in the drawer before tonight and I don't get it written out, here is my Happy Anniversary to my hubbs!  Love you and I'm so excited to see where the future is taking us.  Seriously EXCITED!  Thanks for being an awesome daddy to the girls, they love you so so much.  And thank you for being a strong dad and role model for the boys, when you don't have to be.  

Thanks for making me feel special and reminding me that I am pretty, or a good momma, when I don't always feel it.  You are the best husband ever!  Love you most!

Babies are crying, so that's my cue, and means no nap for me :( So lastly, if you know me or have followed me for a while on Facebook or IG, you know about my love affair with Young Living Essential Oils.  I am doing a giveaway real soon for a few bottles of oils because I want to share the love!  Stay tuned for more details!

Nikkee

XOXO